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Greatest Misses

by Illustrial

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You left me alone in the summer You left me alone in the summer You were the only one You were the only one You left me, alone in the summer. in the summer So lost now I hate this feeling of being alone Theres nothing, Nothing that I can do On my own The days are long The nights cold got memories But no one there for me to hold You left me alone in the summer
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some days just pass by some days make me cry days don't seem that much to me but the world is there for me to see can't hide from the world outside sounds stupid 'cause I already tried nothings been simple since the day I died can't be part of this no matter how hard I try pressures building and theres no escape trying to cope but its all I can take trivial pressure on a collapsing stage breaking out with a head full of rage my life is like my life is like my life is like other peoples Mondays. can you hear me? can you hear me? can you hear me? politicians lie and people die.... my life is like...
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i'm watching you stop don't look back you thought i would sparkle shimmer in the light show me off like a little star that twinkles in the night you thought you were better tried to keep me down have no idea what you've unleashed by messing me around don't look back I'm watching you don't look back I'm not some painted plaything I'm not your pretty doll revenge is such a bitter pill that I will swallow hole you think that life is dark now I'll make it darker still you set one footstep nearer and I'll make you my kill stop don't look back you better keep on running don't stop to catch your breath i'll find you boy and make you pay for our loves bitter death my nails are sharp and black my heart is blacker still I'll dig them deep and hurt you bad until I've had my fill don't look back I'm watching you don't look back i'm watching you.....
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sympathy sympathy sympathy sympathy machine sympathy machine just sitting waiting i know what you want there can be no hesitating times not on your side you're just anticipating where it can all go wrong and what you want from me no love no laughter just things you'll never need there's no happy ever after that's the way it has to be no time for living no time for being free its not my love you're after i'm just a a sympathy machine sympathy sympathy machine sympathy machine sympathy machine sympathy machine just sitting waiting i know what you want there can be no hesitating times not on your side you're just anticipating where it can all go wrong and what you want from me sympathy sympathy sympathy machine
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keep breathing everything's been going wrong you just can't keep moving on its been grinding for so long all your patience is just gone break break break shatter keep breathing these must be our darkest days all gone wrong so many ways live in fear just be afraid living in the chem-trail haze break break break shatter keep breathing time will come and time will pass its time to take the power back move in silence, watch your back stand up as one and then attack break break break shatter keep breathing
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she waits in the shadows no one knows just what she knows and when she breaks her silence she's eloquently violent a verbal assassin the words slip out in passing and now there's no escaping the deadly game shes playing every word spiked in venom her voice a deadly weapon cold hearted verbal snipe there's no way you can fight her she waits in the shadows no one knows just what she knows and when she breaks her silence she's eloquently violent
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Nobody told me That its the end of the world Nobody told me No one told me at all I see the fires I can see the bodies burn Nobody told me That its the end of the world Where do I go now? What do I do? Is there a heaven? A place I can go to? Nobody told me Nobody told me at all I hear it coming Nobody told me Nobody told me Nobody...
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flying in the dark the wind against your face i'm talking to you now i'm talking to you now in your dream over darkened towers spending all those hours your lost in a dreamscape never to escape from yourself i'm talking to you now i'm talking to you know will you ever wake? will you ever take hold of your life? caught in this dreamscape you're not alone in your dream you're not alone in your dream will you ever wake? will you ever take hold of your life? caught in this dreamscape flying in the dark the wind against your face i'm talking to you now i'm talking to you now in your dream will you ever wake? will you ever take hold of your life? caught in this dreamscape
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Electrogroove....it moves you..... under the mirror ball lie dancing and strobing lights try to forget it all how you're lost to me tonight if only I could dance away what I left behind what did I leave behind? my hearts with you and I know that you love me but you're already with her and I'm just not sure if I can be much stronger I can't go on like this any longer its only a moment, now its lost in time when I was yours and you were mine its only a moment its only a moment its only a moment if only I could dance away what I left behind if only I could dance away what I left behind Its only a moment its only a moment now its lost in time when I was yours and you were mine what did I leave behind? what did I leave behind? what did I leave behind? its only a moment lost in time its only a moment lost in time its only a moment (lost in time) its only a moment you were mine.
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i don't know what you're thinking I don't know what to do I know that in this moment All that I want is you i don't know what to do here don't wanna feel like this i feel you standing close and i wanna feel your kiss But your so near and far away You are so near but far away i'm standing contemplating all that I want to do and theres no big suprise that its all to do with you i wanna touch your face and I wanna see you smile I wanna show you heaven Just for a little while But your so near and far away You are so near but far away But your so near and far away You are so near but far away I want to take you On a slow ride through my soul Show you everything that you should know i want to hold you oh so close i want to know you never let you go but you don't know.. But your so near and far away You are so near but far away But your so near and far away You are so near but far away don't wanna make excuses I know its time to leave yet still i feel the tension it flatters to deceive its easy being distant its easy being friends i'd change it in an instant no more need to pretend But your so near and far away You are so near but far away But your so near and far away You are so near but far away I've got to tell you...
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Hallucinated Deity Somethings coming over me I'm not the man you used to see And Every night before I sleep I sit and pray to a hallucinated Deity My god is cold and sick inside Full of hate and full of pride The only goal's to make me cry To test my faith and then deny Hallucinated Hallucinated Hallucinated Hallucinated This life is dark and full of pain Its just a lonely twisted game And while I'm down and on my knees I live in fear of a hallucinated deity My god is cold and sick inside Full of hate and full of pride The only goal's to make me cry To test my faith and then deny Hallucinated Hallucinated Hallucinated Hallucinated Deity
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Monster Here there be Monsters... I am a monster... We met, We kissed we fell in love Did all the things that we dreamed of But then one day you changed inside You chose to run away and hide Then all the things you said to me Your so called truth You paint a picture of me now That isn't true.... Now I am a monster You say I'm a monster lately Well Here there be monsters I am a monster Yes here there be monsters Say that I am a monster lately And though you said that you loved me It can't be true That or you've lost the memories Of me and you We had a love but now its gone Destroyed by you But love takes two and not just one Now tell me who.... Who is a monster? You say that I am a monster lately Maybe you are the monster And here there be monsters Are you a monster? Yes here there be monsters Maybe your the monster lately
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My angel came on a Sunday morning Filled my heart with her joy and healing Bathed my soul in a holy light Filled my days and she soothed my night times Gave me hope when I had none Taught the meaning of right and wrong Showed me love that I'd never known Slayed my demons and bought me home Angel left on a Friday evening Stole my heart and my soul was bleeding Left me standing at heavens gates She couldn't save me now its too late She flew away She flew away
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I've waited So long and Its here in This song now I've got to Let you know Theres something I Can't let go I've known for Some time now We need to Be one now And now its time to make you mine I'll take the time to make you mine Slow moving Sweet talking So soothing When I'm lonely Good looks and Great style and I loose myself In your smile I've known for Some time now We need to Be one now And now its time to make you mine I'll take the time to make you mine
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Why can't you see? I'm not the man you think you need I'm not your dream You walk a fine line loving me It's clear to me You want to live a fantasy To the extreme You can't project your needs on me And I know... And I know all the things you dream And I know And I know all the things you dream Do you believe All of the things you say to me I'm not your dream You walk a fine line loving me

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10 years in the making... a journey of one man, a croaky voice, several DAW's, too many soft synths and insomnia nights....

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released July 21, 2016

10 years of THANK YOU'S to EVERYONE who has followed, read a
tweet, read a facebook message, bought a track, downloaded a
track for free, watched a video, seen me live and/or wondered
"what the hell did I just hear" ?

The extra special thanks go out to...

Strobegirl - would be lost without you and your continued support
Amy, Zoe Margo , Una Harison and Abby for the great single vocals!
Brian, Shan, Gill and Rob (for the TVI memories)
Gill K for the (de)constructive criticism!
Lee for keeping me grounded and telling me I'm crap ;)
Dan and Liz - my best critics and sounding boards
Garth the G-Man & Steve A. for the encouragement
Julz of the Fooniverse and Si the Spooky Banana

Quietly Conspiring, Wired, DEF Synth, Skerat, Johnny Normal,
Electronic Transmissions, BCB, ATS Radio, Audioburger,
Bombshell Radio, Radio Coolio, BBC Introducing, After 8 and
anyone else who has played my tracks on the radio...

E-Con Records, and the Electronomicon community without who I'd be
lost in Cyberspace now
Sentric Music - without who I would be poorer....
Image Line, Native Instruments, Alesis & Gear4 Music.
Factory Street Studios

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Illustrial is a Darkwave producer/collaborator/band from the Leeds/Bradford Area of the UK

Formed in 2006, the band draws on influences from across the electronic music genre to create a unique sound mixing darkwave, electroclash, electronica, dubstep and pop elements - influenced by bands such as Ladytron, NiN, Depeche Mode, Phantogram and others and always embracing darkness...
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